I think I need to slow my life down a little. Chill more. Stop stressing because of the lack of time I have to do everything.
And yet I crave emotional and intellectual connections so I spread myself thin over the company of my friends, who inspire me and fascinate me. I'm beginning to think the only way to get all the company of inspiration I need, along with the quiet life, is to take up residence in a commune with all of them. If anyone knows of a large piece of land with a huge mansion on it, not too far away from everything but still quiet, going for cheap... let me know.